Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Serenity

I'm supposed to be writing a first draft of my first feature for this cool magazine thing I'm doing, but I needed a break to just sit and reflect.

There is a lot of shit going on in my life. Some of it is awesome. So awesome. Beyond awesome. I'm living like a grown up. I'm promoted at work. I've got this writing job that, while volunteer, is so great! It makes me feel so good about myself. I've got an excellent group of friends. I'm building a name for myself. I'm actually doing well in school for the first time in my college career. I'm so...happy.

The other stuff that's not awesome? It's all up in my head. I'm still trying to find a way to vocalize it, write it, get it out.

It doesn't matter though. Things are amazing. 2012 really has been my year. It's been redeeming.

I just need to find a voice.